{EXPRESS YOURSELF}

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Arg. I've just typed out a whole post. But blogger decides to be escentric and eats up all that I have typed. I'm too lazy to type out the whole thing again.

I need to cut down on slacking and mug harder.
I shall place my hope for English in Diane. Hopefully she'd be able to help me.
The rest just need to mug harder.

Joshua 1:9
Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged. For the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.

This is my assurance.

Hopefully at the end of the 1st 3 months I'd have made up my mind where I want to go, and somewhere satisfactory.

Hopefully I don't disappoint them.

express yourself {11:59 PM}

ah. ishould very much re-examine myself first before i do anything. sometimes when i look at the way things are going on, and how i do them, its so ironic and contradictary.

ahh. i dont know. depending on God.

i need to love God more. always.

like so so much to grow.
like Paul, when he realised how sinful he was. and so have i. so so bad.

express yourself {10:27 PM}

Monday, October 02, 2006

God really, always satisfies.

Sometime i play a dota match, hoping to be entertained, but I dont. Recently, i was eagerly wating for this comic book to come out. Cause every series the story line is nice, and really keeps you in suspense and with excitement for the next book. But sadly, the book that came out wasnt that satisfying at all. =/ I go out with some group of friends, hoping to really enjoy this outing or something. But sometimes I dont.

But when I sincerely desire and seek for Jesus. I always get satisfied, or even more than what I asked for.

He is the one, so real. We need Him more now during this examination period. Like, I'm sure you drink more water when you're thirsty than when you're not, given that you are mentally sound. You eat more food when you're hungry than you're full. You run faster, needing more speed when you're going to be late, than when you're early.

You need more of Jesus, in this brain-wrecking and mentally draining period, than when exams are not here.

Its such an privillege to be with you. That I can call for you, anywhere, anywhere. I can call my friends from 6.30am to 12.00am. But at 4am? They'll prolly be rather annoyed with you calling. You can find your friend in class, in canteen, in library, etc. But at home? They probably can't, and prolly need sometime travelling there anyway.

But God can, and He can do it instantaneously.

God, I need you. I want you to be my God. You're the only one I'll choose. Though I'm unfit to be your people and wouldnt dare to ask for more, but I am definitely so glad that you're my God. So glad.

You're the God that cares, loves, and have compassion.
The sweetness and joy whenever I''m in your presence. I cant explain it at all. Indescribable.

You're the only one I choose. How bout you?

iwantyouallandmoreofyou
iwillwillinglybowatyourthrone

express yourself {1:31 AM}